Alright guys,
I know that a playlist is usually a little longer than just three songs, but i have to move on to other topics unfortunately:( I find this last song just as powerful as the other two, but i think anyone who has ever been in love ( or "like" if it didn't get that far) will be able to relate to it. As we were reading Cyrano, this was actually the first song that came to mind, but I've saved the best for last. This song really describes raw human emotion in it's simplicity, which is exactly what's taking place in this piece. A huge theme that I see in Cyrano is humility.
Definition of humility: a disposition to be humble; a lack of false pride.
This is definitely a quality that Cyrano posesses. He is willing to be love Roxanne through Cyrano's body and live humbley without drawing attention to himself. Anyways, i'll explain more after... here's the song.
Complicated: Carolyn Dawn Johnson
I'm so scared that the way that I feel,
Is written all over my face.
When you walk into the room,
I wanna find a hiding place.
We used to laugh,
we used to hug,
the way that old friends do.
But now, a smile and a touch of your hand,
Just makes me come unglued.
Such a contridiction, do I lie or tell the truth.
Is it fact or fiction,
Oh the way I feel for you.
So complicated,
I'm so frustrated.
I wanna hold you close,
I wanna push you away,
I wanna make you go,
I wanna make you stay.
Should I say it?
Should I tell you how I feel?
Oh, I want you to know.
But then again, I don't.
It's so complicated.
Oh... just when I think I'm under control.
I think I finally got a grip.
Another friend tells me that,
My name is always on your lips.
They say I'm more than just a friend,
they say I must be blind.
Well, I admit that I've seen you watch me from the corner of your eye.
Oh, It's so confusing.
I wish you'd just confess.
But think of what I'd be losing, if your answer wasn't yes.
It think this song also shows a lot of humiltiy. Most people will read this and think, woah! Has Jillian gone mad? But, in truth it does. If you really soak up the song I think you'll realize that the artist is really having internal conflict. She is contemplating breaking up the humbleness she shares with this person, in order to advance their relationship. This creates a lot of turmoil for her. On one side, she feels that this person potentially feels the same way and wants to explore their relationship. On the other side, she fears that the person will not feel the same, and therefore it will wreck everything they have created together when she is rejected. The first verse, "I'm so scared that the way that I feel, is written all over my face..." is exactly what Cyrano must be thinking every time he see's Roxanne. He wonders to himself if she can see through his ploy. The song then goes on to decsribe the previous relationship that the artist shared with the indivdiual as friends. This is much like the relationship that Cyrano and Roxanne shared as children. He is indecisicive as to whether he's willing to jeopardize the precious memories they share in order to bring their relationship closer. It's hard to close this post off on a solid point because the song doesn't really bring her decision to a close either. Even in Cyrano, there is no true conclusion, just that there was this love that Cyrano had wasted for years and years. I guess we can take away a life lesson from both this piece and the song. You can either live your life humbly and safely or more riskily and truthfully. Either way, life is yours to live and it will always be these types of decisions that shape the direction in which life will take you.
Be sure to fill up on gas while the price is still low!
-Jillian